I lost in my own emotions.I get confused about a lot of things. I don't know what drove me till there.I couldn't explain,even to myself.And get real upset real easy.You're the one real thing in my life.I'm sorry for pushing you away though I'm scared.I need you more.The truth of this matter is I love you.Even when I'm far from okay,you could always make me smile.You forget the bad & cared about my feelings.I didn't realise it.I'm sorry.I wouldn't want you to pack and left.We said goodbyes & all i could do was cry as i watched you walk away.I wouldn't want that to happen and i knew it won't happen.You loves me for me and i love you for you.We both know(:Lay down on my bed and actually slept for awhile.Perhaps that was my body's way of letting me temporarily escape from everything.It was for temporary.I knew I'm making myself look guiltier by running. That is why it was temporary. I hate crying myself to sleep for the one who make me happy and smile from ear to ear.I've been too little sensitive.My heart beat fast for the one who holds my hand.Everyday seems bright with you beside me.Have my heart & soul for the one I love so very much always & forever ,Is you ..